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in 2008, i dreaded 2009. but 2009 turned out much better than i had expected really. in fact, it turned out amazing =) academically, spiritually, personally.

spiritually, the fact that i got raza to go for Ashara, that was definitely the highlight. when i got the raza, i thought that was the happiest i could have ever felt.

i was wrong. when i finally got to do deedar of Moula after 10 whole years, i decided that was the happiest i could've ever felt.

wrong again. when i got Qadambosi pass and Moula looked directly at me and smiled, my heart was bursting with so much, so much happiness, i can hardly describe it. that is seriously the happiest i have ever, ever felt. that's when i realised that in the past 10 years, i've never actually experienced true happiness in a long, long time. and now that i'd been given the sharaf of such happiness this year, i'll never let it go. Inshaallah, i will go for Ashara every year. pray for me.

academically, i thought 2009 was going to drag me to my grave. but it turned out better than expected i think. i wasn't so lost anymore, and when i looked at my exam papers i didn't see stars. Inshaallah, when my A level results come out, i will be crying tears of joy and not sadness.

personally, i have changed i feel. actually it's not me that's changed, but something has changed. everything feels, changed. maybe it's because JC has come to an end, maybe that's why i feel things have changed. but i do know that it's definitely a good change. i feel it. there's one big change that happened, and i'm very surprisingly very pleased that it happened. i never thought i'd be happy with that change, but i am, because now i know that i can start fresh, clear of anything. i know that when i read other people's blogs and they type in riddles, i feel very annoyed. and so i apologise for typing in riddles, if it even makes sense, but i can't type it as it is.

i am thankful that this year happened, and i'm thankful for everyone who has spent this year with me. my friends, my family, for supporting me throughout this super difficult year. but now it's finally over, and i can't wait for 2010, for new, exciting things to happen.

i feel it, i know it.

Mubarak! You have got the Azeem Sharaf and Raza Mubarak for attending Ashara Mubaraka 1431H.

oh yeah baby, i'm going!

"Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."

-Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

my A levels are officially completely over baby! right now, i have elaborate plans as to how i shall spend allllll my free time, which i know will give way in a few days and i'll end up watching Grey's at home x)

but!! i will get my driving license, earn my own money and go to dubai, in the least! in the meantime, i have dinner with the minahs, prom and qaizar's bday party to look forward to. life rocks and will continue to rock, i feel it!!