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Saturday, April 18, 2009
one
by James Berry
Only one of me and nobody can get a second one from a photocopy machine. Nobody has the fingerprints I have. Nobody can cry my tears, or laugh my laugh or have my expectancy when I wait. But anybody can mimic my dance with my dog. Anybody can howl how I sing out of tune. And mirrors can show me multiplied many times, say, dressed up in red or dressed up in grey. Nobody can get into my clothes for me or feel my fall for me, or do my running. Nobody hears my music for me, either. I am just this one. Nobody else makes the words I shape with sound, when I talk. But anybody can act how I stutter in a rage. Anybody can copy echoes I make. And mirrors can show me multiplied many times, say, dressed up in green or dressed up in blue. Friday, April 10, 2009
life is unfair
as PW proves. ah hell, what's done is done right? i know i started off this post thinking i have lots to say. but i honestly cannot remember. i'll just do another facebook quiz. i guess you could say i'm easily, very easily, amused x)
STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs - H anging By A Moment U ncha Lamba Kad S hut Up And Bounce E mosonal Attyachaar N azrein Milaana, Nazrein Churaana A aoge Jab Tum STEP TWO: – Name: Husena. – Birth date: 13 feb 91. -- Nickname: NONE. but my dadima calls me rani =) – Eye Color: dark brown. – Hair Color: dark brown. – Zodiac Sign: aquarius. STEP THREE: –The shoes you wore today: neckermann's. – Your weaknesses: barfi =) – Your fear(s): many. – Your perfect pizza: is made by my mom. STEP FOUR: – Your best physical feature: my eyebrows HAHA. – Your bedtime: whenever i feel sleepy. – Most missed memory: ?? STEP FIVE: This Or That… – Pepsi or Coke? what's the difference? – McDonald’s or Burger King: BK! – Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no tea! – Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate. – Cappuccino or coffee: neither? STEP SIX: Do You… – Smoke: no. – Sing: we-ll, i like to believe so x) – Dance: same answer as the one earlier x) – Take a shower everyday: no no, i bathe like once in a month actually. – Have a crush: nope. – Do you think you’ve been in love?: yes. – Want to go to college: yes. – Like(d) high school: yes. – Want to get married: yes. – Get motion sickness: yes. – Think you’re a health freak: nope. – Get along with your parents: yes. STEP SEVEN: In the past month… – Gone to the mall: yes. – Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope. – Eaten Sushi: nooooooooooooooo. (i shall leave the answer as Os wrote it x)) – Been on stage: no. – Gone skating: no. – Made homemade cookies: nope =( – Gone Skinny dipping: no. – Stolen anything: yes, everybody's peace of mind with my constant whining. STEP EIGHT: Ever… – Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes. – If so, was it mixed company: no. – Flashed anyone: nope. – Been beaten up: nope. – Shoplifted: shops are quite heavy, i dont hv enough energy! (hahaha this is Os' answer, i decided to leave it as it is too x)) STEP NINE: – Age you hope to be married: i don't know. – Numbers of Children: 2 or 3? – Describe your Dream Wedding: haha never really thought about it. i'll be wearing green though! – What country would you most like to visit? i don't like travelling x) STEP TEN: In the opposite sex.. – Best eye color?: green. – Best hair color?: green. – Short hair or long hair?: green hair. – Height: damn i can't think of a way to put green into this answer. STEP ELEVEN: – Number of people I could trust with my life: 5. – Number of CDs that I own: none? – Number of tattoos: none. – Number of piercings: 2. Personal Quiz Who were you with yesterday? my classmatesss. What woke you up this morning? first my alarm which screams AA KHUSHI SE KHUD KHUSHI KARLE which i switched off happily, followed by my mom. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? yes. Do you like anybody? i like everybody. THE PAST Ever thrown up in public? yes, in India x) Passed out because of alcohol? nope. What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: should i do chem first or bio? god i'm such a geek. What kind of home would you like? small and cosy and tucked away. What do you want to be when you grow up? i like being a human being really. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: here, except i'll be typing on a laptop x) Do you like candy necklaces? no. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? yesterday x) Do you listen to music every day? yes. Do you still go trick or treating? never been to start with! What was the last thing you ate?: dinner. Are you a fast typer? i guess? Whats your favorite type of soda? i'm not fussy haha as long as it's not Sarsi yucks. Have you ever moved? yes. Have you ever won an award? yes. Are you listening to music right now? no. How long ’till your birthday? aiyah long time la. When were you the saddest in your whole life? sec 4. What time is it? 9.40pm Do you use ebay to buy or sell? no. Who makes you mad? people who annoy me duh. Have you ever heard a song written about you? no. Something you want to happen in 2009? ace my A levels please. HONESTY SECTION 1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? pink. 2. Honestly, whats on your mind? okay i think i'll do chem first. 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? this? 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? yes. 8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? aziz mamaji. 9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? no. 10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? why are the questions so repetitive? 11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? no. 12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? no, contrary to popular belief. 13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? nope. 14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? nope. 15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? nope. 17. Honestly, are you in denial? no. 18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? sometimes x) 19. Honestly, do you like anyone? i like everybodyyyyy. 20. Honestly, does anyone like you? who doesn't? ANGER SECTION 1. What do you do when you’re mad? glare. 2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? say things i didn't mean. 3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? i think so. 4. Do you swear when you’re mad? yes. CRYING SECTION 1.When was the last time you actually cried? yesterday. 2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes. 3. Do certain songs make you cry? yes. 4. What usually makes you cry? my academics haha, call me a geek if you so please. HAPPY SECTION 1. Are you usually a happy person? yes. 2. What makes you the happiest? famous amos cookies. 4. Do you believe in yourself? mostly. 5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? heehee. lazy change of colour scheme, i know x) Tuesday, April 7, 2009
if i were you
if you're my family member, good friend or superior, i think it's justified for you to use that phrase on me. if you aren't that qualified, but you say it politely, like in a 'in my opinion, but that's just my opinion' kind of way, it's fine too. in fact, i'd appreciate the fact that you bothered to help.
BUT if you're in absolutely no position to comment, and you say it in a patronising, 'listen to me because i'm right' tone, i really cannot stand it. i feel like screaming "BUT YOU'RE NOT ME, AND YOU NEVER WILL BE NO MATTER HOW MUCH PLASTIC SURGERY YOU DO." Sarah came up with a better way to counter this though x) next time someone like that says "if i were you...", listen interestedly till he/she is done, and then look the person in the eye and reply: "if i were you, i'd stop talking to me." HAHAHA. okay actually i'm frustrated with something else and i even typed out a paragraph on it, but then highlighted the entire thing and hit delete instead. venting my frustration on this seemed somehow more sensible. but thank you mummy, Bhen and Alef. i know i anywayyy, during bio lecture yesterday, my lecturer was showing a video of the development of the fetus. he stared at the screen thoughtfully before announcing: "you were all once a ball of cells. (short pause) how undignified." x) Friday, April 3, 2009
and life goes on
after the CTs. no time to celebrate even x) not that i did anything so exceptionally well that i even deserve to celebrate, but anywayyy.
have i ever mentioned how PE in okay i understand that you have to be tough with the guys for PE because they'll be going to army after this and so they need the toughening up and all that jazz. BUT CAN'T YOU CUT THE GIRLS SOME SLACK?!? ah i'm too lazy to blog properly. i shall fill in another quiz to amuse myself. How old are you going to be when you get married? Put an X in every box that applies to you. Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__" [x] You know how to make a pot of coffee [x] You keep track of dates using a calendar [ ] You own more than one credit card [ ] You know how to change the oil in a car [ ] You do your own laundry [ ] You vote every election [x] You can cook for yourself [ ] You think politics are exciting [ ] You balance your own checkbook [ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends Total: 3 [x] You show up for school/college/work every day early. [ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse [ ] You've never gotten a detention [x] You have never smoked a cigarette [x] You have never gotten completely trashed [ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once [x] You like to take walks by yourself [x] You've watched talk shows [x] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up [ ] You drink coffee[caffeine] at least once a week Total: 9 [x] You know how to do the dishes. [x] You can count to 10 in another language. [x] When you say you're going to do something you do it [x] My parents trust me [ ] You can mow the lawn [x] You can make adults laugh without being stupid [ ] You remember to water the plants [x] You study when you have to [ ] You pay attention at school/college [ ] You remember to feed your pets Total: 15 [x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up. [ ] You work out on a regular basis. (not as much anymore, but oh well) [ ] You clean up your own mess [ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name [ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out [ ] You have gained weight since middle/high school (i hate this question) [ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine [x]You can go to the store without getting something you don't need [ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said [x] You can type quickly Total: 18 [ ] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour [ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment [ ] You have been to a Tupperware party [x] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job [ ] You have more bills than you can pay [x] Most of all your friends are older than you are [x] You can say no to staying out all night [ ] You use the internet every day [ ] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while [x] You can read a book and actually finish it Total: 22 Grand Total: 22 my marriage age is 22?! this quiz doesn't make much sense x) Wednesday, April 1, 2009
how did this happen.
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