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Saturday, January 22, 2011
it always happens, when you think you know someone.
you really can't tell if a person really cares, or is just using you to get to someone else. and if you do happen to find out that it's the latter, well, it sucks. but you can't blame anyone, your fault for being so trusting/stupid. again. sometimes, actually most days, i feel like digging myself a nice little hole and sitting in there forever. and other than my family, i don't think anyone else would realise or care. everyone keeps telling me, you don't get to complain, at least you have friends. i don't really want to have a gazillion friends. i'd just like to have one friend i can tell everything i go through and feel, and don't get judged. a friend who doesn't just listen to my world, but shares his/her world with me too. because really, i feel loneliest when i'm standing in the middle of the largest crowd. |