husena. tall. talkative. troublemaker.

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many things are a lot easier said than done.

i had plans, and things didn't work out as planned. of course i felt sad, i couldn't stop myself. but i guess there's a reason for everything. maybe something good will come out of it.

but i am a highly impatient and slightly crazy person, and waiting for the good is driving me mad. and the worst part is, i don't know who to tell, or who to ask.

there are so many things going on and i feel like a mess. and i really wish everything would just disappear, but life's not that simple, i've learnt.

and gosh do i hate making decisions. and still i dislike people who can't.

i perpetually worry about what people think of me, and that drives me mad too. and i don't know how to control my own mood swings i don't understand how my family stands it.

sometimes i'm mean to alifya for no reason, or i storm off from the room in defiance when my parents tell me to do something. i feel like crap after that but my ego is so big i never go back and apologize.

i was looking forward to this long break more than anything i've looked forward to. and it's turned out to be quite a disappointment.

maybe i shouldn't make plans, because when they don't work out, the disappointment is freaking unbearable.