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Bhen, i honestly cannot remember the last time i felt this miserable. sure you'll be back and all that, but only for visits! not with plans of staying. the last time you left i knew you'd be back, and you'd be staying for a longer period of time as compared to the time you spent there. but now it's for real, you've really migrated there, and i'm so selfish all i can think about is how extremely miserable i am. i'm typing this through my tears and i'll probably delete this post sooner or later because i'm not sure i'm thinking rationally typing this.

but i hope you'll be happy there, happier than you've ever been with us even! this house will never be the same without you, i know we'll adjust sooner or later but the void will always remain, and i want that void to forever remain. and even though we're so far away from each other, i hope we can still be as close as ever. and if you ever need anyone to talk to, even if the time difference does not agree, i'm always always available.

i love you, so so so much. and i miss you more than you could ever imagine.